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[Apr. 19th, 2005|01:06 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | 36 crazyfists - the heart and the shape | ] |
so today ana took me to the park after work and lets just say im such a child! lol.. i was swinging on the swings in between two lil kids goin "weeeee" "woohoo" "ana push me... push meeee!"... i even had this lady laughin at my childish acts.. well like every child at the park i did the one thing that every child does.. as i was swinging i tried adjusting myself and i slipped.. tryin to be the "strong" person that i am i held on to the chains so that i wouldnt fall to the floor... instead i cut my hands n landed on my back.. yea i was entertainment for everyone there lol.. i cant remember the last time i heard so much laughter from myself or strangers lol.. how sad... i fell and cut myself.. i am a child! lol... |
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| cuz someone wanted a update... |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|01:43 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | the spill canvas - the tide | ] |
it's funny how one minute you can have everything. you're happy, you're content with yourself, and feel like everything is going your way. then in a split second you're going downhill and everything that was great quickly turned to horrible leaving you alone and depressed. how is it possible to have so much go wrong in such a short period of time? it's as if you don't have the time to recover from the first problem without having the second and the third waiting in line to take a wack at you.
what is one to do? how does one heal, recover, and get over the stupidity, drama, and general crap thrown their way?
since the beginning of the week i have been on a very long rollercoaster and i don't know how to get off. as soon as something good happens something evil happens making me forget that one good thing. why is it that one negative action can override many positive actions and events? why must that one negative thing consume us? i want to feel happy again. i don't want to worry anymore. this sadness and worry and fear is just killing me. am i that bad that the karma is just attacking and abusing me? or is this just one of those moments in life that builds our character?
i always was/am proud of myself and my strength. where is it now? i don't think it's here with me. unless it is and this is as best as i can handle the situation.
Lessons Learned This Week
1. Nothing really is what it seems to be.
2. Better late than never is a false statement.
3. Honesty isn't always the best policy because frankly some people just can't handle the truth.
4. We can't change who we are instantly so don't expect it of people.
5. Don't jinx yourself. You are better off thinking negatively and ignoring what is going on rather then embraxing it and recognizing because you will only jinx yourself and lose it all.
6. Don't fall for something unless your positive that it is yours and ready to catch you.
7. If it is yours and ready to catch you make sure it's catching only you.
whoever said life wasn't a lesson never really looked at life. look at all the lessons i learned in less then a week lol. |
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| somethin Pedro came up wit... |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  silly | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | akon - mr. lonely | ] |
"Is it just me or is the Trogan man a cock blocker?! Hes always showing up when the dudes about to get some. He's like that pathetic friend that calls you or shows up when you are about to get some. And it's not like he even shows up alone! He brings a horse....that is just odd and disturbing. Anyone else see my point?"
i think he just wants some action too... i mean hes offerin u the condoms and expects somethin in return.. is that so wrong? will someone just give the guy some fuckin ass alreaady! |
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| beauty... |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|12:46 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | pleased | ] |
im takin art history this semester and i came across this one sculpture that is just so beautiful...
its called the nike of samothrace... from wat i learned in class she is landing on top of a ship and the sculpture was caught in a split second moment rather than someone posing... theres other stuff to lol but i wont bore my readers... if there are any lol... |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|12:15 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | sore | ] |
so i finally realized wat my hips are actually for.. they were meant to push ppl off/away from me... they are the best thing to use at a concert lol.. i went to see papa roach last nite wit ana, frankie, n jay and it was crazzzy... lol it got rough and crazy and of course im short so i had ppl all up on me n fallin on me lol but once i put my hips into action lol it was all good.. it was like they were a shield of some sort.. haha it was great... papa roach was fuckin awesome! skindred was pretty good to.. the fups n fight of your life couldve been better lol... it was an all around great show.. sooo i got knocked out a few times n im sore lol it was great! i had a great time wit my buddies.. i love u guys! |
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| when im bored at work... |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | papa roach - never enough | ] |
so when me n lori are bored at work this happens... lol were tree killers oh darn!...
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|11:15 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | skindred - falling down | ] |
this was found in my psychology book today.. lol i say everyone tries it!
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| grrr fuckin grrr... |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|11:39 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | three days grace - home | ] |
doctors suck... i went back to my specialist today for a follow up.. all he did was play wit my legs a tad and then decide im goin for physical therapy.. so i wait a month while my leg worsens to go back and be told to come back in 2 months.. great 2 months of physical therapy n who knows if itll happen.. i mean the leg braces made me worse wat if the physical therapy doesnt help either... i think these ppl r slow.. they all need to be bitched slapped... GRRRRRRRRRR i hate this all... i hate this year... its so frustrating already and annoying and a fuckin waste... all i want is a quick fix.. an answer to this problem.. but like everythin else i have to be patient and wait.. a difficult task thatll be but i guess i have no choice huh... |
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| how it all began |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|01:16 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | silly | ] |
everyones been askin me wat i did to my leg and i havent been able to fully explain wit out confusin the person.. so today lori suggested that we create a story to explain my knee.. so wit the help of jerry barry the rep we have a story and it goes like this....
I handle the night time security at my job and one night the alarm went off so i grabbed a bat and rushed over to the office. Once i got there i noticed that the door was open so i proceeded with caution, checking every corner and doorway for an intruder. Suddenly I heard a noise and begin to swing away. Sadly i missed, made a 360 degree turn, and twisted my knee causing me to fall to the floor starling the intruder. He began to approach me. It was Reggie the UPS guy! The only UPS guy given a key for night time deliveries. Reggie then helped me up and helped my limp my way to a hospital. THE END....
lol ok so maybe its not that great but it sure was fun to come up with... |
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| update time! |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|11:36 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | the used - i caught fire | ] |
well today was the first day of school n damn it sucked lol... i got no sleep last nite cuz im sick.. sickness + walkin in 12 degree weather = a fuckin crappy day... class wasnt that bad.. joels there so woohooo im not alone lol.. i also managed to do alot of walkin today with out too much leg pain which makes me a very happy camper... i went to see my doc for my cold and talk bout my leg.. shes says we mite have to do arthroscopic surgery which damn i think thats a lil tooo far... ekkk damnit eekk.. besides that she also offered me a job workin on saturdays but who knows watll happen wit that... |
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| grr fuckin grr! |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|12:40 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | from autumn to ashes - short stories with tragic endings | ] |
so i went to see my specialist today and omg hes such a fairy...he kept talkin to me like i was 5 which isnt his fault its just wat hes use to being that hes a pediatric orthopedic and all.. but really i got nothin out of the visit but possibilites and a "here wear these for a month and come back well see how it is then"... so now i have to wear a knee and ankle brace wherever i go or during "chores" to see if it helps out the pain... if it doesnt hes got other plans for me but frankly ive been in pain since september n ive been waitin to see him forever i dnt feel like waiting another month..cant i get a straight forward answer for once...not fun..not fun at all damnit..to those of u who i will be seeing during this month here are the pics now just incase ur gonna make fun lol get it out of ur system now cuz i dnt wanna hear anythin bout this when i see u ppl or else ill be forced to hurt u in any way that i can lol...
*addition* new nickname - kristen the waddling penguin..given by lori lol..damnit why does this shit make me waddle!!
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| 2004 |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|03:02 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | thursday - war all the time | ] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? went to hoboken pier.. called ppl woohhoo... had some self confidence.. took thousands of pics.. learned to have more fun..
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dnt recall makin any and i refuse to make new ones
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yup =D
4. Did anyone close to you die? death was an issue this year thankfully i wasnt too close to the ppl
5. What countries did you visit? besides kristenland no where..
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a bf lol..license..
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? clausfest!! my bday (truely eventful).. the day my boss tried giving me to a patient.. n some shocking moments that i wont mention..
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? graduating.. "promotion" at work..
9. What was your biggest failure? my first semester of college couldve been better lol
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? yea not an offical injury or illness but pain and meds were involved
11. What was the best thing you bought? my paul frank shirts..purses..
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? good question..
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? i choose not to answer this one =P
14. Where did most of your money go? to the mall lol
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? clausfest..my xmas gift.. a new "discovery" @ VS..
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? anythin by korn..
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier i think lol
b) thinner or fatter? about the same
c) richer or poorer? id be richer if i stopped buyin clothes lol
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? gone out..went to more shows..
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? spend time at home waiting..
20. How did you spend Christmas? went to my aunts house..
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? nope..damnit..
23. How many one-night stands? none..damnit.. lol
24. What was your favorite TV program? FAMILY GUY!!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? one of my patients!
26. What was the best book you read? hmmm i never did finish reading it..
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? korn.. rise against.. avenged sevenfold.. from autumn to ashes..
28. What did you want and get? my lovely coach purse..
29. What did you want and not get? too much
30. What was your favourite film of this year? maybe the terminal..
31. What did you do on your birthday? it was a weekend celebration filled wit dinner and being sung to by the waiters at bennigans and applebees..shot some pool..bowled for the first time..and hung out wit family and my closest ppl..
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? less pain (both emotional n physical)
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? paul frank and layering tees..
34. What kept you sane? ana..leanna..
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? none
36. What political issue stirred you the most? i refuse to get into that..
37. Who did you miss? science high ppl
38. Who was the best new person you met? hmm dunno..
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: things arent always wat u believe they are and not all situations have a happy ending but life is how u want it to be sometimes..and sometimes it just takes ur own realization to change wats goin on...i dnt think that made sense but yea anways..
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "i can always say its gonna be better tomorrow" |
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[Dec. 13th, 2004|09:21 pm] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | korn - shoots and ladders | ] |
so whos goin back to science for the pep rally??? |
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| extreme boredem |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|02:20 pm] |
| [ | Feelin |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | rise against - blood to bleed | ] |
Your Boobies' Names Are: Dixie and Daisy
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You Are the Helper |
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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.
Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.
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Your Porn Star Name is: Asslee Bendover
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| KRISTEN |
| K |
is for |
Kinky |
| R |
is for |
Revolutionary |
| I |
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Impassioned |
| S |
is for |
Serious |
| T |
is for |
Tame |
| E |
is for |
Edgy |
| N |
is for |
Nerdy |
Your Girl Parts Are Named: Easy Bake Oven
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yes i have no life =P...but we all learned somethin interesting rite?? |
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[Oct. 27th, 2004|12:41 am] |
| [ | Feelin |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Hearin |
| | from autumn to ashes - the second wrong makes you feel right | ] |
MuSic ChiCk 312: A minha mae chama-se Rosa Lisboano e o meu pai chama-se Fernando Afonso. A minha mae tem duas irmas, uma meia-irma, e um meio-irmao. O meu pai tem dois irmaos. Eu tenho tres meia-irmas e um meio-irmao. Eu tenho muitos primos. Do lado da minha mae eu tenho mais que seis primos. Do lado de meu pai eu tenho mais que dez primos. E uma familia muito grande. O meus avos do lado da minha mae e do meu pai ja morreram. As minhas avos ainda estao vivas, uma nos Estadios Unidos e uma no Portugal.
MuSic ChiCk 312: just gotta ass accents
ana: LOL
MuSic ChiCk 312: wat?
MuSic ChiCk 312: LMAO
ana: lol
that just goes to show u college slows u down lol...or that my keys r too close together on the keyboard =p |
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